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POSTED BY MARK ANGELO CUMMINGS ⋅ MAY 6, 2018 ⋅ LEAVE A COMMENT

I have always been an honest person. Those that have followed me since I became a public figure in 2006 know me well. In fact, my presentation was always candid and my passion to educate society regarding trans issues came from my heart. It wasn’t till I got involved with trans women that, well, my life took a turn for the worse. Why is that?

I began reflecting and soul searching. This is the best way in my opinion to find the crux of the matter. I had been with bio women since I began relationships at a very young age, in fact, my very first physical encounter was with our maid at the age of 13, in El Paso Texas.

Women are wonderful creatures, we, and I will include myself in this because lets face it I was born with a vagina and I am not delusional enough to think that I am a man. Yes I love my masculine expression, and as I told my mother last night, ” lets get real here, I could never physically return to being Maritza”, that ship has sailed and I now am faced with living out the rest of my life as a hybrid man. I regress, every physical encounter has been with Gods greatest creation, Women. Women are stable, responsible and very caring. Now I know, not every single female fits this description, nature does make mistakes but for the most part they are. So when I started dating TransWomen, life took a very bad turn.

Now let me add a disclaimer before the witches of trans land get restless, I have great trans women friends, and I love them. Some trans women are and can be stable. Kristeen Beck is a wonderful example of one, but most are men who did not succeed in manhood and for all the wrong reasons decided they would take a crack at being a “girl”. You know the type, they transition late in life have made a family, they spend hours in front of the mirror, trying to create the perfect female, buying clothing, wigs, shoes and all the accessories in hopes to find what they are looking for in that said mirror. They fall in love with their image and everyone else in their life becomes an acccesory to play along with their fantasies. These individuals showed no inkling of being female throughout their lives and trust me femininity is not something you can hide as a child, and in addition it becomes a shock to their love ones when they transition, they are a totally different version of what a transsexual is.

These individual can try to fake their transness, but are obviously in battle with their lives because their man persona just does not want to back down. They are never happy, going from relationships to relationships because their needs are not being met. They are not being told what they want to hear and their perfect life scenario continues to lack.

So, yes, where was I? Oh yes bad trans relationships. I am scared for life since being in relationships with trans females, and frankly, I have never had to deal with these sorta things I dealt with trans relationships with real women. For starters the controlling factor is evident, yet, they claim I’m the controlling one? But I specifically remember the encounter with the Argentinian trans person who lived with their mother, and may I add, was very head strong and was rather voicestrous and demanding. Always debating and wanting to prove their point.

All had strong characters but were absent of that knowledge, they saw a submissive version of who they really are. Now I know women are not all submissive, but why portray yourself as such? Argentinian trans “girl”, saw themself as a Gisha, boy was I sold the wrong bag of goods. Yes, we trans men crave power authority, heck we were raised to be submissive and to cater to men, so most of us like the idea of being in charge, so when I was told I found a Gisha I jumped at the opportunity.

So, I regress yet again, frankly in my opinion it’s all about the image in the mirror, that’s it folks, nothing less nothing more. They have a great relationship with mirrors but when it comes to real life, they fail. They are nothing without their garments, their much needed accesories to orchestrate the life they wish they had.

Every genetic girl I dated or had relationships with were not defined by their clothing or looks. They were woman no matter what. So what I’m saying is if shopping, mirrors and trying to create yourself is what defines you then no you are not who you say you are.

I have learned that having a relationship with trans women will always lead to failure they are not at all like the women I dated and lived in the past, that’s just facts. I had something to compare to, people can get enraged all they want but I will always speak the truth.

As I know I’m not a real man, I do not act as one, I may look the part, androgen is a powerful substance, yet, I cannot erase 38 years of my upbringing and living just because I wish to have the world see me as a “man”. I believe the sooner we trans folks get real with ourselves the easier our lives will become. Do you, be happy but stop trying to force things on people. You are not fooling anyone.

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2018 The Year Of Health

Every year we all promise to be and do better. We make resolutions we can't and do not keep. Health seems to be last on our list.

Lynna and I are very health conscious and for a good reason. She fell off a mountain pass while driving to come see me December 2014 and was nearly paralyzed fracturing her neck in 3 places C1, C2 and C4, as well as T7.  The doctors gave her 25% recovery chance if she had surgery to fuse her broken bones and repair torn ligaments and a lacerated spinal chord. Well we said no to surgery and we opted to go with the natural approach and here we are 3 years later. Lynna and I met in the ICU ward January 1st 2015 and have been inseparable ever since, having texted and spoken on the phone 2 weeks prior was the only history we had since we were introduced by an online friend and we hit it off right away.

My quest for health began after a rotator cuff surgery I had that left me very sick and the years on hormones that made my body feel very toxic. I opted to stop T back then, I have stopped many times due to health scares, and became a raw vegan after my very first fast in 2010. I was a bodybuilder for years but I must honestly say that except for the discipline involved in the sport, healthy it is not. The amount of protein ingested, the drugs taken to help achieve the perfect physique makes bodybuilding a very unhealthy sport and lifestyle. So when I went on my health quest of raw veganism for over a year I had lots of detoxing to do.

We are now doing a Candidas cleanse beginning tomorrow as soon as our cleanse arrives which is Tuesday, Candida Complex is a 2 months program to help your body normalize your gut flora along with doing a sugar free diet. Both Lynna and I have dealt with candida over growth and let me tell you it wreaks havoc on your system. 

2018 is going to be the year of true health and happiness. We wish you all a great year and hope we can all free ourselves from the things that keep us down and out.

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Time Off The Gym

After the fast one's energy levels is not great, the body continues to feel achy and fatigued. There is a continual detox that takes place which wrecks a bit of havoc on your body.

I want my body to fully recoup from the fast, so the next few days will be focused on refeeding and regenerating all the lost vitamins and minerals, and let it resolve its final detox.

Today we are picking up a few vitamins such as B 12 and biotin. We ordered online a formula to help get rid of Candida. Both Lynna and I have had a struggle with this nasty fungus that can create lots of issues when set in motion. Candida is a fungus that lives in your intestines, we all have it, the body requires it, but you need the good bacteria to be at a higher ratios than the bad. Candida is fed by sugars and certain foods that can lead to a Candida over load. When you fast, you kill oofff lots of them and you get what they call a candida die off which can show as a rash, itchy skin, aches and pains and so on.

Many of the signs and symptoms of a candida overload is skin problems, fatigue, stomach problems such as bloating and gas, just to name a few. We will be doing shows on these topics when we start up again in January.

We will start back up at the gym next Tuesday and slowly get back where we left of. 

We plan to use coconut oil with lavender for our skin and hair and go on a candida diet along with the candida cleanse. We of coarse will report our changes. Our new focus for the New Year and in our show is to work on our health and wellbeing all natural of coarse.

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